Path of Hurt

I regret nothing
But I wish I could change everything
I wish I had a checkpoint
I wish I could go back and say
"yeah I think you're nice too,
but we'd just end up hurting sooner than later.
So I wish you all the best. I wish you'll find someone better
I wish you'll get better. You deserve a human being.
Not "this." "
I wish I would have done it
While it still didn't hurt us both.
Before we got hooked.
I never wanted to hurt you
And I already have
There is no bigger sin
Than turning one against oneself
Making one hate oneself.
And to that sin, I am guilty.
I wish I could stop hurting us.
But I love you too much.
And my existence is percieved
Through the path of hurt.